pain makes people change ? so do i !
Wednesday, January 25, 2012 | 11:14 AM | 0 Words
perghh ! aku memang tak tahan doh smalam , merebai air mata aku , aku dah tak siuman gila semalam der , habeh aku mencarut kat status bagai , ye aku kalau dah hot memang cenie la bro , sorry la sape yang IM aku smalam kena maki ngan aku , faez kiroro aku mintak maaf tau :( , tapi untuk aku berubah sorry la bro , aku rasa tak boleh , ini diri aku , ini memang diri aku. aku dah dapat balik jiwa aku yang sakit , hati aku yang marah , tapi kosong tanpa dendam :') , aku dah tak ada perasaan sikit pun untuk sesiapa ! aku dapat balik life aku masa aku tak tau apa erti sayang , apa reti amik berat ! sumpah aku cinta diri aku sekarang , now aku boleh terbang bebas semula walaupun dah lumpuh. bergaduh ngan awek kau buat aku bukak mata besar - besar yang aku ni kerdil :') ye aku memang tak sempurna , sorry la aku mencarut semalam , aku cuma benci bila orang cakap lain dengan aku , beriya macam tu macam nie dulu last - last macam @#$%^ , fara kau tak tau perasaan aku kot , kalau kau berdiri kat tempat aku kau akan rasa apa yang aku rasa bila ada orang lain buat macam kau buat kat aku , memang aku suka sangat bro ! bila orang maenkan perasaan kau , bila orang pandang rendah kat kau , bila orang seolah - olah memperlekehkan kerana diri kau , kau tak rasa semua tu beb , aku yang tanggung. aku yang dipermainkan bukan kau. sumpah semalam adalah last yumni hidup kat dunia nie , dia tak ade dah , hanya tinggal yurm je sekarang nie , aku dah tak boleh terima semua nie lagi dah , sepanjang aku hidup tak pernah aku rasa sakit macam nie , aku doakan korang semua bahagia keyh , dah tak ada apa lagi yang tinggal tok aku kat dunia nie , even cinta pun bencikan aku apatah lagi aku nak menagih cinta orang. aku bersyukur sikit pun air mata aku tak keluar semalam sebab perasaan benci je yang tinggal untuk aku , nie hukuman bagi orang macam aku sebab suka mainkan perasaan orang. hanya tuhan yang tahu bertapa dalamnya luka dalam hati aku nie and tak ada siapa pun boleh ubat lagi. aku pernah janji oneday if dia ada orang lain , aku akan lepaskan dia. so ini la yang aku dah buat :).
#aku tanak berebut sebab lelaki , kau sayang dia , dia sayang kau , kau jagalah dia.#
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ADIOS AMIGOS :)
Name : Yazhein
Age : 22 year old
Live in : Earth, Space
Born on : 13th January 1995
My One And Only Eternity Love In The World : ALLAH S.W.T.
Likes :
> Watching Anime [Kaname Kuran]
> Twitter-ing
> Lifeless
> Listening to the music
> Being alone >.<
> Loves parents, kids, people who would stay thru ups and downs.
Allah , forever love [Eternity love for every Muslims]
My adorable cats , Kaname , Yuuki and Kiko, Namie and upcoming kittens.
Dislikes :
> Haters
> Copycats
> Slanderers
> Trouble Maker
> People who doesn't keep their promises
> Slow Internet Connection likes SNAIL
Hypocrites
You
Precious
"Hani, saya nak awak jaga hubungan kita ni sampai bebila tau." , "Kita dah kenal lebih daripada 5 tahun, nak kenal dengan lebih lama?" , "Bila bercakap dengan hani, kita tak tau kenapa kita rasa tenang sangat, macam cakap dengan mama kita. Hani mama kita." , "masuklah meminang kita, dulu pun Rasulullah kalau dulu siapa yang masuk meminang dia? cuba Hani ingat balik." - Allahyarham 18/12/1995-2/8/2015.
"what is beautiful is not the world , but it is your eyes that embraces me"
kaname kuran's quotations in vampire knight guilty
"» Humans bitten by pureblood vampires...turn into vampires themselves.
» You've finally fallen to the bloodlust of beasts, Zero Kiryuu.
» Zero, you're suppose to be the one that hates vampires more than anyone else... but you need blood more than anyone else. I think you're more vampire like than any other vampire.
» Yuki, the safest place is beside me.
» Do not ever forget.... who gave you this blood." .... "I'm a bit annoyed that you bit me without any restraint. /to Zero
» You could never betray her, because you are under her obligation. You are being let to live because of that, Zero. By me. /to Zero
» I never put in to words before, but I think you already know. Yuki, I love you. It's anything that I would do. I will take away your misery from you... /to Yuki
» Would you like to become a vampire, Yuuki? Become a blood-sucking monster like me...live for eternity...by my side?
» Yuuki, don't cry. For this day to come, I have waited impatiently for a very long time.
» I didn't think that the day would come where you would talk about other guys. How unfair. /to Yuki
» That's right...you should run away. Yuuki...you make me cruel. /to Yuki
» You devoured her mercilessly. She can't even stand up. Was her blood so delicious? /to Zero
» The blood has stopped flowing, but the puncture wounds... he really pierced you deeply. Yuuki... does it hurt? ...Are you afraid of vampires now? /to Yuki
» It's all right. You be just the way you are, Yuki. You're different from the Night Class students who wait on me... You're a warm-hearted girl, Yuki. That's more than enough.
» Yuki, I can't keep my composure when my dear girl has been pierced by someone else.
» Yuki is my dear girl. The only one in the entire world.
» It's all right, for now. Yuki will eventually come to me.
» I've never told straight out...but you already know, don´t you Yuki? I love you more than anything in the world...
» Are you sure? Even if the hidden truth is drenched in blood...Do you still want to know...?
» You're the only person who've given me warmth...I've been afraid that you would hate me if you knew the truth. You will never be betrayed. /to Yuki
» You have stopped opening your heart to me. That's the only thing about you that has to change. /to Yuki
» Yuki is... the beloved daughter that Haruka and Juuri protected in secret and... the one born to become my wife. If Yuki still desires it...
» In order to protect you from him, I used Kiryuu-kun and also Hiou Shizuka was(killed)... I'm the one. Im sorry Yuuki, I want to protect you, but I am actually the one who hurt you the most. Im sorry. /to Yuki
» In order to protect the most precious person, I've put the pawns in place. They are supposed to solely exist for this purpose. Though it's not what i seek, I've feelings for them. They've gone beyond my expectations and outshone themselves.
» Flap your wings and fly freely, Yuki. No matter how far you go, you'll still be the most precious person to me in this world.
» All vampires should fear and respect me, yet you bare your fangs at me without hesitation. /to Zero
» Yuki, I want to tell you that the world is not beautiful. It's the world that's reflected in Yuki's eyes that's beautiful. /to Yuki
» I must thank you for having severed those troublesome fetters, but I can’t possibly forgive your existence because you have dared to point that gun at her... Even if you had done so without real intent to kill her, I couldnt forgive such a thing. /to Zero
» I can't possibly let go of you... If the only option I had was to lose you, then I... I would prefer death instead, be it yours by my hand or... Or could you please kill me then Yuki?
» Can you accomplish your duty, Zero Kiryu?
» And here I was wondering, what you were going to say. I would never reject you because something like that... Of course you can stay with me forever. /to Yuki
» Your eyes thirst for blood every time you see it. /to Zero
» It has been a long travel, Yuki. No matter how far I go, in this world, you are my most precious girl.
» I won't betray you. /to Zero
» I've always been alone. The only one that can bring warmth into my life, is you. /to Yuki
» Sometimes forgetting is a type of happiness.
» I wonder if anyone truly understood her... (Shizuka)"
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“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”
― Marilyn Monroe
pain makes people change ? so do i !
Wednesday, January 25, 2012 | 11:14 AM |
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perghh ! aku memang tak tahan doh smalam ,
merebai air mata aku , aku dah tak siuman gila semalam der , habeh aku mencarut kat status bagai , ye aku kalau dah hot memang cenie la bro , sorry la sape yang IM aku smalam kena maki ngan aku ,
faez kiroro aku mintak maaf tau :( ,
tapi untuk aku berubah sorry la bro , aku rasa tak boleh , ini diri aku , ini memang diri aku. aku dah dapat balik jiwa aku yang sakit , hati aku yang marah , tapi kosong tanpa dendam :') , aku dah tak ada perasaan sikit pun untuk sesiapa ! aku dapat balik life aku masa aku tak tau apa erti sayang , apa reti amik berat ! sumpah aku cinta diri aku sekarang , now aku boleh terbang bebas semula walaupun dah lumpuh.
bergaduh ngan awek kau buat aku bukak mata besar - besar yang aku ni kerdil :') ye aku memang tak sempurna , sorry la aku mencarut semalam , aku cuma benci bila orang cakap lain dengan aku , beriya macam tu macam nie dulu last - last macam @#$%^ , fara kau tak tau perasaan aku kot , kalau kau berdiri kat tempat aku kau akan rasa apa yang aku rasa bila ada orang lain buat macam kau buat kat aku , memang aku suka sangat bro ! bila orang maenkan perasaan kau , bila orang pandang rendah kat kau , bila orang seolah - olah memperlekehkan kerana diri kau , kau tak rasa semua tu beb , aku yang tanggung. aku yang dipermainkan bukan kau.
sumpah semalam adalah last yumni hidup kat dunia nie , dia tak ade dah , hanya tinggal yurm je sekarang nie , aku dah tak boleh terima semua nie lagi dah , sepanjang aku hidup tak pernah aku rasa sakit macam nie , aku doakan korang semua bahagia keyh , dah tak ada apa lagi yang tinggal tok aku kat dunia nie , even cinta pun bencikan aku apatah lagi aku nak menagih cinta orang.
aku bersyukur sikit pun air mata aku tak keluar semalam sebab perasaan benci je yang tinggal untuk aku , nie hukuman bagi orang macam aku sebab suka mainkan perasaan orang. hanya tuhan yang tahu bertapa dalamnya luka dalam hati aku nie and tak ada siapa pun boleh ubat lagi.
aku pernah janji oneday if dia ada orang lain , aku akan lepaskan dia. so ini la yang aku dah buat :).
#aku tanak berebut sebab lelaki , kau sayang dia , dia sayang kau , kau jagalah dia.#
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