Assalamualaikum. hey peeps :) , welcome to my blog. Maaflah blog ni jarang diupdate sebab aku dah mula sambung belajar. dulu time sekolah aktiflah. I'm Perakian. L'house Ipoh. Right now im staying at Kl. Student. Buat masa sekarang , aku tiada cita-cita yang pasti. Mengejar impian bukan mudah terutama sekali bila kita tiada cita-cita. Tapi tidak bermaksud kita harus mengalah di tengah jalan belum sempat menadah tangan sudah tumpah sia-sia. Kehidupan ini bukan hanya suatu persimpangan dunia yang perlu dikejar tetapi jambatan yang membawa kita ke syurga jika kita berusaha dan berjihad untuk meniti di atas jambatan yang sudah terbentang luas. Sama ada mahu atau tidak , tepuklah dada tanyalah iman. Jangan lupa follow , sila tinggalkan kesan tapak kaki anda di shoutbox saya di bawah sekali page blog ini , dan saya akan follow balik. Thank you very much dear. InsyaAllah. :) ADIOS AMIGOS :)

Name : Yazhein
Age : 22 year old
Live in : Earth, Space
Born on : 13th January 1995

My One And Only Eternity Love In The World : ALLAH S.W.T.

Likes :
> Watching Anime [Kaname Kuran]
> Twitter-ing
> Lifeless
> Listening to the music
> Being alone >.<
> Loves parents, kids, people who would stay thru ups and downs.
Allah , forever love [Eternity love for every Muslims]
My adorable cats , Kaname , Yuuki and Kiko, Namie and upcoming kittens.
Dislikes :
> Haters
> Copycats
> Slanderers
> Trouble Maker
> People who doesn't keep their promises
> Slow Internet Connection likes SNAIL
Hypocrites
You

"Hani, saya nak awak jaga hubungan kita ni sampai bebila tau." , "Kita dah kenal lebih daripada 5 tahun, nak kenal dengan lebih lama?" , "Bila bercakap dengan hani, kita tak tau kenapa kita rasa tenang sangat, macam cakap dengan mama kita. Hani mama kita." , "masuklah meminang kita, dulu pun Rasulullah kalau dulu siapa yang masuk meminang dia? cuba Hani ingat balik." - Allahyarham 18/12/1995-2/8/2015.





"what is beautiful is not the world , but it is your eyes that embraces me"




kaname kuran's quotations in vampire knight guilty

"» Humans bitten by pureblood vampires...turn into vampires themselves.
» You've finally fallen to the bloodlust of beasts, Zero Kiryuu.
» Zero, you're suppose to be the one that hates vampires more than anyone else... but you need blood more than anyone else. I think you're more vampire like than any other vampire.
» Yuki, the safest place is beside me.
» Do not ever forget.... who gave you this blood." .... "I'm a bit annoyed that you bit me without any restraint. /to Zero
» You could never betray her, because you are under her obligation. You are being let to live because of that, Zero. By me. /to Zero
» I never put in to words before, but I think you already know. Yuki, I love you. It's anything that I would do. I will take away your misery from you... /to Yuki
» Would you like to become a vampire, Yuuki? Become a blood-sucking monster like me...live for eternity...by my side?
» Yuuki, don't cry. For this day to come, I have waited impatiently for a very long time.
» I didn't think that the day would come where you would talk about other guys. How unfair. /to Yuki
» That's right...you should run away. Yuuki...you make me cruel. /to Yuki
» You devoured her mercilessly. She can't even stand up. Was her blood so delicious? /to Zero
» The blood has stopped flowing, but the puncture wounds... he really pierced you deeply. Yuuki... does it hurt? ...Are you afraid of vampires now? /to Yuki
» It's all right. You be just the way you are, Yuki. You're different from the Night Class students who wait on me... You're a warm-hearted girl, Yuki. That's more than enough.
» Yuki, I can't keep my composure when my dear girl has been pierced by someone else.
» Yuki is my dear girl. The only one in the entire world.
» It's all right, for now. Yuki will eventually come to me.
» I've never told straight out...but you already know, don´t you Yuki? I love you more than anything in the world...
» Are you sure? Even if the hidden truth is drenched in blood...Do you still want to know...?
» You're the only person who've given me warmth...I've been afraid that you would hate me if you knew the truth. You will never be betrayed. /to Yuki
» You have stopped opening your heart to me. That's the only thing about you that has to change. /to Yuki
» Yuki is... the beloved daughter that Haruka and Juuri protected in secret and... the one born to become my wife. If Yuki still desires it...
» In order to protect you from him, I used Kiryuu-kun and also Hiou Shizuka was(killed)... I'm the one. Im sorry Yuuki, I want to protect you, but I am actually the one who hurt you the most. Im sorry. /to Yuki
» In order to protect the most precious person, I've put the pawns in place. They are supposed to solely exist for this purpose. Though it's not what i seek, I've feelings for them. They've gone beyond my expectations and outshone themselves.
» Flap your wings and fly freely, Yuki. No matter how far you go, you'll still be the most precious person to me in this world.
» All vampires should fear and respect me, yet you bare your fangs at me without hesitation. /to Zero
» Yuki, I want to tell you that the world is not beautiful. It's the world that's reflected in Yuki's eyes that's beautiful. /to Yuki
» I must thank you for having severed those troublesome fetters, but I can’t possibly forgive your existence because you have dared to point that gun at her... Even if you had done so without real intent to kill her, I couldnt forgive such a thing. /to Zero
» I can't possibly let go of you... If the only option I had was to lose you, then I... I would prefer death instead, be it yours by my hand or... Or could you please kill me then Yuki?
» Can you accomplish your duty, Zero Kiryu?
» And here I was wondering, what you were going to say. I would never reject you because something like that... Of course you can stay with me forever. /to Yuki
» Your eyes thirst for blood every time you see it. /to Zero
» It has been a long travel, Yuki. No matter how far I go, in this world, you are my most precious girl.
» I won't betray you. /to Zero
» I've always been alone. The only one that can bring warmth into my life, is you. /to Yuki
» Sometimes forgetting is a type of happiness.
» I wonder if anyone truly understood her... (Shizuka)"

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”





― Marilyn Monroe

akhirnya penantian selama sembilan tahun berhenti di sini , 
ya Allah terima kasih kerana Kau telah mengirimkan seseorang untuk aku melihat wajah seorang lelaki yang terlalu lama aku rindu. terlalu lama. insan yang pertama masuk dalam hati nie , insan pertama buka mata nie. insan pertama mengajar aku erti kasih sayang. ya Allah , sungguh besar rahmat yang kau kurniakan atas penantian yang aku lalui selama nie , cukuplah sekadar melihat wajahnya sudah membuatkan aku rasakan semua rindu yang berlabuh itu sudah dilepaskan sehingga aku berasa puas walaupun sementara. tiada apa lagi yang aku harapkan selain melihat wajahnya. biarlah ingatan itu hilang sekalipun , Kau telah membuat perasaan rindu ini hilang begitu saja. sungguh tenang wajahnya. sehingga saat ini raut wajahnya aku ingat. terima kasih buat bella yang telah memberi aku ruang untuk melepas rindu , maafkan aku jika aku punca kau menjadi cemburu kerana dia. segala perasaan aku menjadi campur baur , segalanya tidak kena. apakah ini ganjaran buat aku kerana bersabar menunggu dan menunggu ?. Alhamdulillah , hanya itu mampu aku ucapkan berkali - kali di dalam hati , biarlah dia lupa siapa aku , biarlah dia hilang ingatan terhadapku , biarkan semuanya berlalu mengikut detik dan waktu. biarlah aku sahaja yang menyayanginya , biarkan saja semua perasaan itu aku tanggung sendiri. puas aku mencari , puas aku jejaki bertahun - tahun , puas aku bertanya di mana - mana , puas aku merindu , tapi aku tau dia sudah pun dimiliki. berkali - kali aku cuba campakkan perasaan ini , namun sekeping hati ini masih jua menjadi milik insan yang aku sayang. akhirnya dengan keredhaan dan pertolonganNya , aku berjaya.. berjaya menemuinya.. walaupun hanya sekeping gambar sudah memadai bagiku.  "maknanya awak syg lgy la kat dia". kata - kata itu menerjah masuk ke dalam hati aku. ''hmm , entahlah , yg yurm tau yurm tak boleh lupakan dia sedangkan dah banyak kali yurm try buang prasaan tu , tapi tak mampu ,'' . pertanyaan itu dijawab dengan hati yang sungguh lapang. '' betul la tu yurm syg lgy kat dia ^^ sabarlah , kalau dah jodoh takkan kemana . macam kite dgn ex kite skrg ni, mskipunt dh break n tiap2 hri gduh n byk yg nk rmpas dia dr kite , dia ttp dgn kite mskipunt dia dh bebas . mybe itu dh mmg jodoh kteowg n kite terima seadanya . sabar kay ? doa2kn la biar ad jodoh ". kata - kata itu telah menjadi semangat buat aku namun aku tidak berdaya. '' insyaallah bella :'D , biarlah semuanya terletak di tangan takdir , yurm hanya mampu doakan kebahagiaan die , itu pun dah cukup untk yurm. kalau dia bahagia , alhamdulillah'' . jawabku lagi. biarkanlah air mata kepuasan ini menitis sehingga berhenti dengan sendirinya. tiada daya mampu aku tolak lagi. saat ini , aku hanya inginkan waktu itu berhenti , agar aku dapat mengimbau kenangan sewaktu kecil. ya Allah , terima kasih atas segalanya , terima kasih atas rahmatMu , terima kasih walaupun itu hanya untuk sementara ~. sesungguhnya Engkau telah kabulkan doa aku setiap hari , setiap detik setiap saat agar aku berpeluang menatap wajah orang yang aku sayang :). tiada apa lagi yang aku harapkan. aku akan pahatkan kisah kita dalam hati aku buat selama - lamanya , biarlah menjadi episod masa lalu kita. biarkan segalanya berlalu bersama air mata bahagia :) , aku doakan semoga kau bahagia bersama gadis pilihan kau :) , kalau kau bahagia , aku juga turut merasakannya :'D , ya , aku mengaku , aku masih sayangkan dia sampai sekarang dan tak mungkin aku mengubahnya kerana aku tidak mampu untuk menolak perasaan itu. sembilan tahun aku menanti , dengan takdir tuhan.. penantian itu berakhir. 

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