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Precious

"Hani, saya nak awak jaga hubungan kita ni sampai bebila tau." , "Kita dah kenal lebih daripada 5 tahun, nak kenal dengan lebih lama?" , "Bila bercakap dengan hani, kita tak tau kenapa kita rasa tenang sangat, macam cakap dengan mama kita. Hani mama kita." , "masuklah meminang kita, dulu pun Rasulullah kalau dulu siapa yang masuk meminang dia? cuba Hani ingat balik." - Allahyarham 18/12/1995-2/8/2015.

"what is beautiful is not the world , but it is your eyes that embraces me"

kaname kuran's quotations in vampire knight guilty

"» Humans bitten by pureblood vampires...turn into vampires themselves.
» You've finally fallen to the bloodlust of beasts, Zero Kiryuu.
» Zero, you're suppose to be the one that hates vampires more than anyone else... but you need blood more than anyone else. I think you're more vampire like than any other vampire.
» Yuki, the safest place is beside me.
» Do not ever forget.... who gave you this blood." .... "I'm a bit annoyed that you bit me without any restraint. /to Zero
» You could never betray her, because you are under her obligation. You are being let to live because of that, Zero. By me. /to Zero
» I never put in to words before, but I think you already know. Yuki, I love you. It's anything that I would do. I will take away your misery from you... /to Yuki
» Would you like to become a vampire, Yuuki? Become a blood-sucking monster like me...live for eternity...by my side?
» Yuuki, don't cry. For this day to come, I have waited impatiently for a very long time.
» I didn't think that the day would come where you would talk about other guys. How unfair. /to Yuki
» That's right...you should run away. Yuuki...you make me cruel. /to Yuki
» You devoured her mercilessly. She can't even stand up. Was her blood so delicious? /to Zero
» The blood has stopped flowing, but the puncture wounds... he really pierced you deeply. Yuuki... does it hurt? ...Are you afraid of vampires now? /to Yuki
» It's all right. You be just the way you are, Yuki. You're different from the Night Class students who wait on me... You're a warm-hearted girl, Yuki. That's more than enough.
» Yuki, I can't keep my composure when my dear girl has been pierced by someone else.
» Yuki is my dear girl. The only one in the entire world.
» It's all right, for now. Yuki will eventually come to me.
» I've never told straight out...but you already know, don´t you Yuki? I love you more than anything in the world...
» Are you sure? Even if the hidden truth is drenched in blood...Do you still want to know...?
» You're the only person who've given me warmth...I've been afraid that you would hate me if you knew the truth. You will never be betrayed. /to Yuki
» You have stopped opening your heart to me. That's the only thing about you that has to change. /to Yuki
» Yuki is... the beloved daughter that Haruka and Juuri protected in secret and... the one born to become my wife. If Yuki still desires it...
» In order to protect you from him, I used Kiryuu-kun and also Hiou Shizuka was(killed)... I'm the one. Im sorry Yuuki, I want to protect you, but I am actually the one who hurt you the most. Im sorry. /to Yuki
» In order to protect the most precious person, I've put the pawns in place. They are supposed to solely exist for this purpose. Though it's not what i seek, I've feelings for them. They've gone beyond my expectations and outshone themselves.
» Flap your wings and fly freely, Yuki. No matter how far you go, you'll still be the most precious person to me in this world.
» All vampires should fear and respect me, yet you bare your fangs at me without hesitation. /to Zero
» Yuki, I want to tell you that the world is not beautiful. It's the world that's reflected in Yuki's eyes that's beautiful. /to Yuki
» I must thank you for having severed those troublesome fetters, but I can’t possibly forgive your existence because you have dared to point that gun at her... Even if you had done so without real intent to kill her, I couldnt forgive such a thing. /to Zero
» I can't possibly let go of you... If the only option I had was to lose you, then I... I would prefer death instead, be it yours by my hand or... Or could you please kill me then Yuki?
» Can you accomplish your duty, Zero Kiryu?
» And here I was wondering, what you were going to say. I would never reject you because something like that... Of course you can stay with me forever. /to Yuki
» Your eyes thirst for blood every time you see it. /to Zero
» It has been a long travel, Yuki. No matter how far I go, in this world, you are my most precious girl.
» I won't betray you. /to Zero
» I've always been alone. The only one that can bring warmth into my life, is you. /to Yuki
» Sometimes forgetting is a type of happiness.
» I wonder if anyone truly understood her... (Shizuka)"

im ain't perfecto !

Tuesday, June 21, 2011 | 5:16 PM | 0 Words

i wish that i could bring back my happiness. i wish that day will come true even it's just for a second ! i will never let it go again because it is going to be a wonderful day ever. I really miss that moment when everyone hold my hand and smile at me. i want them to take care of me ! i want them to pay attention on me ! i want everyone love me ! i dont want to see a fake smile anymore. im tired to see the fake smile. i dont want to be alone again,how im going to face this world by myself? i wish i could change the day. the day someone throw my smile into river.someone who take away my smile. someone who never let me live in peace. someone who leave me when i was in trouble. i feel scared ! i feel hurt ! how this could happen to me ? i'll never hurt others feeling but they always hurt me ! i miss the day when i was a child.when my parents hold my hand me and wipe my tears when i was crying.they give their shoulders for me to lend on ! i'll never forget it ! i wish i can change my lifestyle. i want to be a perfect person where there is no one will laugh at me ! no one will looked down towards me ! but..can i have that? can i get it ? i dont want to be come a loser =.=' i want a perfect life ! i want people be proud of me ! i want to give all my strength to make my world become colourful. not everyone will feel the same what i have been through all this while.they can't understand ! they can be who i am ! they can't change anything !
i dont want to cry anymore ! i want to be a strong person ! i want to leave this fake world ! but i can't because it was my destiny ! can i change my destiny ? can i fulfill all my dream? i hope oneday this lil pain will go away from me ! i cant stand anymore ! sometimes i feel i've hurt people around me by the way i talk to them,the way i show my attitude to them ! i just wanna say sorry because of my bad attitude. deep in my heart i dont want them to feel all the pain as i feel it.

i just want they to appreciate and make me as a precious person in their life eventhough it just for a second

Hope :

please give back my happiness
please dont hate me
please dont hurt me anymore
please pray for my best
please dont leave me alone
please forgive me
please lend me ur shoulder when i was in trouble !

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