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Tuesday, February 15, 2011 | 11:15 AM | 0 Wordsaku cuba melupakan kesedihan aku ,di mana silap aku,aku cuba memberi yang terbaik,namun aku masih dipersalahkan,.aku tau semua nie dari kesilapan diri aku.cume aku masih tak paham why me?why?,,no one can answer me,,di mana semua orang saat aku memerlukan sokongan?TIADA!! aku dah banyak mendiamkan diri,,aku cube pulihkan hati aku,,tapi semakin hari semakin terluka sebab aku pernah rase semua tuh dari kecit,,aku dah ta boleyh tahan,,pada siapa lagi aku nak luahkan?!!! pada siapa?? !! NO ONE!! i can't do it by myself,,i can't pretending anymore,everytime pon aku selesaikan sendiri semua perang perasaan aku,cukoplah dengan masalah yang ade,,kawan aku boleyh plak kate 'aku rindukan yurm yang dulu',,sorry dear,,i cannot be like that again,,aku ta mungkin akan menjadi orang yang kaw nak,,aku kena lupekan semua yang aku pernah lalui dulu,,aku taleyh jadi selembut dulu,aku TAK BOLEHHH!! maafkan aku,,aku sengaja buat macam tuh sebab aku nak kaw tawu n nampak aku kuatt,,aku tidak seperti kaw weyhh,,aku cube untuk tak menangis,,tapi jiwa aku!! hati aku!! meronta meraung untuk lepaskan air mate aku,,aku terlalu tekanan,,maafkan aku sebab aku tak baek untuk kaw,,aku bukan kawan yang baik,,aku ambik saat2 aku bersendirian sebab aku tanak parents aku tengok air mate aku,,tade function pon,,sebab dorunk tak paham,,dorunk dah lepas sume tuh,ape lagi aku nak cakap,aku ikut emosi kan?aku yang bodoh sebab terlalu jaga hati orang tapi aku yang terluka,aku yang merana,aku pandai nasihat orang,aku pandai buat orang ketawa,senyum,,tapi aku?? aku yang merawat hati aku sendiri!!! aku yang buat segalanya untuk aku sendiri,,kalo aku mampu aku tanak balek rumah dah,,aku nak duduk kt skola,,petang baru balek,,sebab aku ase macam tade beza,,sekurang-kurangnya kat skolah aku boleyh lepaskan segala geram ape jela pasaan aku!! aku jeles tengok kawan aku sonok ngan parents,,aku ta mampu nak ckp pape,,MELIHAD,MELIHADD,DAN TERUS MELIHADD selagi aku mampu:'(
air mate yang sentiase menemani,
yurm:'(
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hey peeps :) ,
welcome to my blog. Maaflah blog ni jarang diupdate sebab aku dah mula sambung belajar. dulu time sekolah aktiflah. I'm Perakian. L'house Ipoh. Right now im staying at Kl. Student. Buat masa sekarang , aku tiada cita-cita yang pasti. Mengejar impian bukan mudah terutama sekali bila kita tiada cita-cita. Tapi tidak bermaksud kita harus mengalah di tengah jalan belum sempat menadah tangan sudah tumpah sia-sia. Kehidupan ini bukan hanya suatu persimpangan dunia yang perlu dikejar tetapi jambatan yang membawa kita ke syurga jika kita berusaha dan berjihad untuk meniti di atas jambatan yang sudah terbentang luas. Sama ada mahu atau tidak , tepuklah dada tanyalah iman. Jangan lupa follow , sila tinggalkan kesan tapak kaki anda di shoutbox saya di bawah sekali page blog ini , dan saya akan follow balik. Thank you very much dear. InsyaAllah. :)
ADIOS AMIGOS :)
Name : Yazhein
Age : 22 year old
Live in : Earth, Space
Born on : 13th January 1995
My One And Only Eternity Love In The World : ALLAH S.W.T.
Likes :
> Watching Anime [Kaname Kuran]
> Twitter-ing
> Lifeless
> Listening to the music
> Being alone >.<
> Loves parents, kids, people who would stay thru ups and downs.
Allah , forever love [Eternity love for every Muslims]
My adorable cats , Kaname , Yuuki and Kiko, Namie and upcoming kittens.
Dislikes :
> Haters
> Copycats
> Slanderers
> Trouble Maker
> People who doesn't keep their promises
> Slow Internet Connection likes SNAIL
Hypocrites
You
Precious
"Hani, saya nak awak jaga hubungan kita ni sampai bebila tau." , "Kita dah kenal lebih daripada 5 tahun, nak kenal dengan lebih lama?" , "Bila bercakap dengan hani, kita tak tau kenapa kita rasa tenang sangat, macam cakap dengan mama kita. Hani mama kita." , "masuklah meminang kita, dulu pun Rasulullah kalau dulu siapa yang masuk meminang dia? cuba Hani ingat balik." - Allahyarham 18/12/1995-2/8/2015.
"what is beautiful is not the world , but it is your eyes that embraces me"
kaname kuran's quotations in vampire knight guilty
"» Humans bitten by pureblood vampires...turn into vampires themselves.
» You've finally fallen to the bloodlust of beasts, Zero Kiryuu.
» Zero, you're suppose to be the one that hates vampires more than anyone else... but you need blood more than anyone else. I think you're more vampire like than any other vampire.
» Yuki, the safest place is beside me.
» Do not ever forget.... who gave you this blood." .... "I'm a bit annoyed that you bit me without any restraint. /to Zero
» You could never betray her, because you are under her obligation. You are being let to live because of that, Zero. By me. /to Zero
» I never put in to words before, but I think you already know. Yuki, I love you. It's anything that I would do. I will take away your misery from you... /to Yuki
» Would you like to become a vampire, Yuuki? Become a blood-sucking monster like me...live for eternity...by my side?
» Yuuki, don't cry. For this day to come, I have waited impatiently for a very long time.
» I didn't think that the day would come where you would talk about other guys. How unfair. /to Yuki
» That's right...you should run away. Yuuki...you make me cruel. /to Yuki
» You devoured her mercilessly. She can't even stand up. Was her blood so delicious? /to Zero
» The blood has stopped flowing, but the puncture wounds... he really pierced you deeply. Yuuki... does it hurt? ...Are you afraid of vampires now? /to Yuki
» It's all right. You be just the way you are, Yuki. You're different from the Night Class students who wait on me... You're a warm-hearted girl, Yuki. That's more than enough.
» Yuki, I can't keep my composure when my dear girl has been pierced by someone else.
» Yuki is my dear girl. The only one in the entire world.
» It's all right, for now. Yuki will eventually come to me.
» I've never told straight out...but you already know, don´t you Yuki? I love you more than anything in the world...
» Are you sure? Even if the hidden truth is drenched in blood...Do you still want to know...?
» You're the only person who've given me warmth...I've been afraid that you would hate me if you knew the truth. You will never be betrayed. /to Yuki
» You have stopped opening your heart to me. That's the only thing about you that has to change. /to Yuki
» Yuki is... the beloved daughter that Haruka and Juuri protected in secret and... the one born to become my wife. If Yuki still desires it...
» In order to protect you from him, I used Kiryuu-kun and also Hiou Shizuka was(killed)... I'm the one. Im sorry Yuuki, I want to protect you, but I am actually the one who hurt you the most. Im sorry. /to Yuki
» In order to protect the most precious person, I've put the pawns in place. They are supposed to solely exist for this purpose. Though it's not what i seek, I've feelings for them. They've gone beyond my expectations and outshone themselves.
» Flap your wings and fly freely, Yuki. No matter how far you go, you'll still be the most precious person to me in this world.
» All vampires should fear and respect me, yet you bare your fangs at me without hesitation. /to Zero
» Yuki, I want to tell you that the world is not beautiful. It's the world that's reflected in Yuki's eyes that's beautiful. /to Yuki
» I must thank you for having severed those troublesome fetters, but I can’t possibly forgive your existence because you have dared to point that gun at her... Even if you had done so without real intent to kill her, I couldnt forgive such a thing. /to Zero
» I can't possibly let go of you... If the only option I had was to lose you, then I... I would prefer death instead, be it yours by my hand or... Or could you please kill me then Yuki?
» Can you accomplish your duty, Zero Kiryu?
» And here I was wondering, what you were going to say. I would never reject you because something like that... Of course you can stay with me forever. /to Yuki
» Your eyes thirst for blood every time you see it. /to Zero
» It has been a long travel, Yuki. No matter how far I go, in this world, you are my most precious girl.
» I won't betray you. /to Zero
» I've always been alone. The only one that can bring warmth into my life, is you. /to Yuki
» Sometimes forgetting is a type of happiness.
» I wonder if anyone truly understood her... (Shizuka)"
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“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”
― Marilyn Monroe
di saat aku terluka bukan kerana cinta~
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 | 11:15 AM |
0 Wordsaku cuba melupakan kesedihan aku ,di mana silap aku,aku cuba memberi yang terbaik,namun aku masih dipersalahkan,.aku tau semua nie dari kesilapan diri aku.cume aku masih tak paham why me?why?,,no one can answer me,,di mana semua orang saat aku memerlukan sokongan?TIADA!! aku dah banyak mendiamkan diri,,aku cube pulihkan hati aku,,tapi semakin hari semakin terluka sebab aku pernah rase semua tuh dari kecit,,aku dah ta boleyh tahan,,pada siapa lagi aku nak luahkan?!!! pada siapa??
!! NO ONE!! i can't do it by myself,,i can't pretending anymore,everytime pon aku selesaikan sendiri semua perang perasaan aku,cukoplah dengan masalah yang ade,,kawan aku boleyh plak kate 'aku rindukan yurm yang dulu',,sorry dear,,i cannot be like that again,,aku ta mungkin akan menjadi orang yang kaw nak,,aku kena lupekan semua yang aku pernah lalui dulu,,aku taleyh jadi selembut dulu,aku TAK BOLEHHH!! maafkan aku,,aku sengaja buat macam tuh sebab aku nak kaw tawu n nampak aku kuatt,,aku tidak seperti kaw weyhh,,aku cube untuk tak menangis,,tapi jiwa aku!! hati aku!! meronta meraung untuk lepaskan air mate aku,,aku terlalu tekanan,,maafkan aku sebab aku tak baek untuk kaw,,aku bukan kawan yang baik,,aku ambik saat2 aku bersendirian sebab aku tanak parents aku tengok air mate aku,,tade function pon,,sebab dorunk tak paham,,dorunk dah lepas sume tuh,ape lagi aku nak cakap,aku ikut emosi kan?aku yang bodoh sebab terlalu jaga hati orang tapi aku yang terluka,aku yang merana,aku pandai nasihat orang,aku pandai buat orang ketawa,senyum,,tapi aku?? aku yang merawat hati aku sendiri!!! aku yang buat segalanya untuk aku sendiri,,kalo aku mampu aku tanak balek rumah dah,,aku nak duduk kt skola,,petang baru balek,,sebab aku ase macam tade beza,,sekurang-kurangnya kat skolah aku boleyh lepaskan segala geram ape jela pasaan aku!! aku jeles tengok kawan aku sonok ngan parents,,aku ta mampu nak ckp pape,,MELIHAD,MELIHADD,DAN TERUS MELIHADD selagi aku mampu:'(
air mate yang sentiase menemani,
yurm:'(
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