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Precious

"Hani, saya nak awak jaga hubungan kita ni sampai bebila tau." , "Kita dah kenal lebih daripada 5 tahun, nak kenal dengan lebih lama?" , "Bila bercakap dengan hani, kita tak tau kenapa kita rasa tenang sangat, macam cakap dengan mama kita. Hani mama kita." , "masuklah meminang kita, dulu pun Rasulullah kalau dulu siapa yang masuk meminang dia? cuba Hani ingat balik." - Allahyarham 18/12/1995-2/8/2015.

"what is beautiful is not the world , but it is your eyes that embraces me"

kaname kuran's quotations in vampire knight guilty

"» Humans bitten by pureblood vampires...turn into vampires themselves.
» You've finally fallen to the bloodlust of beasts, Zero Kiryuu.
» Zero, you're suppose to be the one that hates vampires more than anyone else... but you need blood more than anyone else. I think you're more vampire like than any other vampire.
» Yuki, the safest place is beside me.
» Do not ever forget.... who gave you this blood." .... "I'm a bit annoyed that you bit me without any restraint. /to Zero
» You could never betray her, because you are under her obligation. You are being let to live because of that, Zero. By me. /to Zero
» I never put in to words before, but I think you already know. Yuki, I love you. It's anything that I would do. I will take away your misery from you... /to Yuki
» Would you like to become a vampire, Yuuki? Become a blood-sucking monster like me...live for eternity...by my side?
» Yuuki, don't cry. For this day to come, I have waited impatiently for a very long time.
» I didn't think that the day would come where you would talk about other guys. How unfair. /to Yuki
» That's right...you should run away. Yuuki...you make me cruel. /to Yuki
» You devoured her mercilessly. She can't even stand up. Was her blood so delicious? /to Zero
» The blood has stopped flowing, but the puncture wounds... he really pierced you deeply. Yuuki... does it hurt? ...Are you afraid of vampires now? /to Yuki
» It's all right. You be just the way you are, Yuki. You're different from the Night Class students who wait on me... You're a warm-hearted girl, Yuki. That's more than enough.
» Yuki, I can't keep my composure when my dear girl has been pierced by someone else.
» Yuki is my dear girl. The only one in the entire world.
» It's all right, for now. Yuki will eventually come to me.
» I've never told straight out...but you already know, don´t you Yuki? I love you more than anything in the world...
» Are you sure? Even if the hidden truth is drenched in blood...Do you still want to know...?
» You're the only person who've given me warmth...I've been afraid that you would hate me if you knew the truth. You will never be betrayed. /to Yuki
» You have stopped opening your heart to me. That's the only thing about you that has to change. /to Yuki
» Yuki is... the beloved daughter that Haruka and Juuri protected in secret and... the one born to become my wife. If Yuki still desires it...
» In order to protect you from him, I used Kiryuu-kun and also Hiou Shizuka was(killed)... I'm the one. Im sorry Yuuki, I want to protect you, but I am actually the one who hurt you the most. Im sorry. /to Yuki
» In order to protect the most precious person, I've put the pawns in place. They are supposed to solely exist for this purpose. Though it's not what i seek, I've feelings for them. They've gone beyond my expectations and outshone themselves.
» Flap your wings and fly freely, Yuki. No matter how far you go, you'll still be the most precious person to me in this world.
» All vampires should fear and respect me, yet you bare your fangs at me without hesitation. /to Zero
» Yuki, I want to tell you that the world is not beautiful. It's the world that's reflected in Yuki's eyes that's beautiful. /to Yuki
» I must thank you for having severed those troublesome fetters, but I can’t possibly forgive your existence because you have dared to point that gun at her... Even if you had done so without real intent to kill her, I couldnt forgive such a thing. /to Zero
» I can't possibly let go of you... If the only option I had was to lose you, then I... I would prefer death instead, be it yours by my hand or... Or could you please kill me then Yuki?
» Can you accomplish your duty, Zero Kiryu?
» And here I was wondering, what you were going to say. I would never reject you because something like that... Of course you can stay with me forever. /to Yuki
» Your eyes thirst for blood every time you see it. /to Zero
» It has been a long travel, Yuki. No matter how far I go, in this world, you are my most precious girl.
» I won't betray you. /to Zero
» I've always been alone. The only one that can bring warmth into my life, is you. /to Yuki
» Sometimes forgetting is a type of happiness.
» I wonder if anyone truly understood her... (Shizuka)"

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Wednesday, November 17, 2010 | 11:43 PM | 0 Words

Sometimes silence can shatter the heart worse than words ever could.

The hurt will go away but for now tears silently fall.

Smile and no one will see how broken you are inside.

I doesn't even have the strength to lie and say everything is fine anymore..

I am not afraid of trying again...I am only afraid of getting hurt for the same reason again

I feel that sometimes my feelings and happiness mean nothing to others, as long as they are happy.

My heart has fractured into a million pieces ~ leaving mortal wounds on my soul.

Everything is catching up with me and it's all spilling over. Don't be surprised if I start crying over the littlest thing. I just cant take it anymore.

I won't ever believe someone when they promise to never hurt me. Be smart enough to know, that no one can keep that promise forever.

I may be strong, and able to carry myself through situations. But really, I just want to be held and told everything will be ok. It's the tears that won't stop.

I wish that emotions had an off switch so I wouldn't have to care or hurt so much(!)(!)

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